I've Cried Enough (Lara Fabian)

I've Cried Enough

All of my tears have been frozen
After these years in this pain
My heart has finally chosen
To beat a bit faster again
Now I feel the awakening
I don't look back anymore
I am mysteriously standing on the good side of my soul

All I recall is the moment
Sadness is fading away
It is for passion I'm falling but now I'm back on my feet again
I wanna rewrite the story
Not even what seemed insane

How could I ever feel sorry for being stronger than I am?
I've cried enough
Over the priceless time I've lost
I've learned the going gets too tough
Now you regret love
I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

Why would I try to deny it?
Most of my dreams are a mess
But what didn't kill me in fact has taught me
Life's a big game of chess
Although I believe in the future
I keep in mind all the past
Now that I live in the present
I don't care about the rest

I've cried enough
Over the priceless time I've lost
I've learn the going gets too tough
Now you regret love
I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_ATlHgSR8I)

Soul Searching

Silence. . . . .

What is sound?
Cars passing by from a distance
Keyboard tapping
Thats the only two sound ever heard

The silence is defeaning!!!

Aloneness. . .
Is not loneliness
It is a time for reflection
A time for retreat to our own self

Peace. . .
It comes from within

When life knocks you down to your knees
Just remember
You are in the perfect position to pray

40 Degrees Once Again

Endured another round of 40 over degrees heat. Been told that it actually went up to 49 degrees during the day. Can you imagine that???? Sheer insanity!!! The heatwaves today was extremely overwhelming.

Finally around 6:30pm, a super "tinny winny" drizzle and POOF, we had a nice cooling breeze. I tell ya, Melbourne's climate changes underwear faster than I do. But darn it, my car now is filled dirty spots all cover... DAMN that bloody drizzle, my car looks worst than a cheetah and dalmation put together @*&($#*$@^

Car wash tomorrow!!!!

Tagged by Riri

RANDOM FACTS :
001. Real name: Drusilla K Lim
002. Nicknames: Dru, D, DK
003. Married: Nawps
004. Zodiac sign: Rat
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: forever 18
007. High school: never went 2 high school
008. College: Taylors, Sunway, Inti, James Watt
009. Residence: Melbourne
010. Hair color: Dark brown/black
011. Long or short hair: short
012. Smoke: +
013. Drink: +
014. Available: in what sense?
015. Are you a health freak: a little bit
016. Weight : trying to lose some fat
017. Do you have a crush?: nawps
018. Do you like yourself: healthily yes
019. Piercings: 3
020. Tattoos: 1
021. Righty or lefty: lefty (go leftys!)

FIRST:
022. First surgery: nil
023: First piercing: 5 or 6 yrs old
024. First best friend/s: cant remember
025. First award: graduating kindergarten
026. First memory: dad
027. First pet: i had a pair of Germans: Caesar & Puteri, 4 siamese cats: Max, Ginger, Girl Max & Boy Max, rabbits, chickens, love birds, ducks, crows and goldfishes.. I have no idea which one came first but I remember them all together
028. First vacation: been travelling even before I can remember anything
029. First concert: lodge school concert
030. First crush: i dont remember

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: yesterday evening
032. Last time you had a good time: a year plus ago
033. Last time you cried: not in a while
034. Last award: nil
035. Last trip abroad: Kuching --> back 2 Melbourne permanently one way
036. Last concert: Armin Van Buuren 2007 White Party
037. Last album you bought: I download
038. Last song you played: "Country Road take me back to my kampung Koo-jing" hahaha
039. Last phone call: Ms Claresta Lim
040. Last laugh: few minutes ago

PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter: winter
042. Rainy or sunny: rainy
043. Britney or Christina: Christina
044. TV or YouTube: both
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah
046. McD’s or KFC: none
047. Soccer or tennis: soccer
048. New York or San Francisco: New York.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: rump steak
050. Drinking : Brown Brothers Cienna
051. Wearing: baby blue adidas t shirt n jayjays shorts
052. Im about to: WATCH DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
053. Listening to: the cars passing by

FAVORITES :
054. Food: spicy food, kch food, home cook food, foochow food
055. Drinks: wine, water, premium liquor, shooters & cocktails, coffee & milo
056. Colors: white & black
057. Numbers: 8 & 9... hey I'm asian!

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: no
059. Want to get married: no
060. Life: a filthy rich, very successful career woman who has it all
061. Goals: to become FILTHY RICH with a lot of disposable income
062. Where will you live: in a penthouse in the heart of the city
063. Buy a house: for investment purposes yes
064. Buy a car: hell yea... maserati, mercedes, aston martin

YOUR PARENTS :
066. Love your mom?: hell yeah
067. Love your dad?: definately yea yea
68. Are they still together?: cute cuppies

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or Taller: taller
071. Lean or plump: Lean
072. Romantic or spontaneous: both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-ups or relationships: both are not priority

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: hell yea
077. Shook hands with someone important: I wanna shake hands with God
078. Kissed a stranger: yea in a greeting manner
079. Drank bubbles: yea
080. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
081. Ran away from home: yes
082. Liked someone younger: yea
083. Older: yes
084. Broken someone’s heart: one 2 many
085. Been arrested: does parents count?
086. Turned someone down: yea
087. Cried when someone died: nope
088. Liked a friend: yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: show me a reason to believe again
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: i believe
093. Santa clause: never
094.Sex on the first date: hell NO
095. the more you hate, the more you love: MUM... hahaha
096. Angels: listen and you'll hear and feel their presence...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Kuan-Yin
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: yeap
099. Do you believe in God?: sometime
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: just 2

n the lucky winners are :
1. Anastasia Desiree
2. Claresta Tabitha Tatiana

Drewery Room Re-Opens For 2009

Happy Chinese New Year...
Happy 2009
I admit, I'm one darn lazy blogger
But I finally have internet, a web cam & installed what my dad would call "SKAPE"

Natty is in Concord already & from her blog, she complains that dad deprives her from love compared to me. UH-OH!!! So I told dad to make sure he calls her and give her more attention. So Natty if you read this, just remember you're not forgotten by me and we all love you ok?

Anyways, I got my web cam... I was amused by how skype intrigued mum, dad and Clare so much that I spoke to them all night for a few days in a row. Its so funny how dad makes short conversations, shows me food and the house while mum puts her face right to the screen apart from showing me my naughty boy and the other two dogs while Clare tries to make a conversation with me in between cos mum and dad barged into our skyping. I even got to see CNY this year at home and wished Jennifer, Cikgu Sim & her cute little son, Daniel. *To Natty: don't get jealous cos I'm just three hours ahead compared to your time. But I know dad makes time to chat with you at 6am as he mentioned*

Been here 3 summers and I have to say, this is the best summer. Not too hot and a decent summer apart from last week that was a scorching 40 to 44 degrees. Thank God I live in a double brick apartment now else I prolly would be SUPER BURNT DRU by now. The heat outside my house was just insane so once again, thank God for air con!!! So whilst I'm not swimming, its sit ups at night... as we speak, I can do 60 non stop sit ups and tonight I would be either doing 65 or 70 non stop :-) Time for my two baby sisters to catch up with me, hehehe

And oh oh oh... my car is washed nice and beautiful again. We took the car for a wash and vacuum yesterday.

So thats my updates from my end now....

About an hour more.... 8:30pm today... the start of Season 5 Desperate Housewives!!!! YAY!!! Since I can't go back home this summer and out of boredom, we took Sayaka's Season 1 to watch and got hooked ever since. I've been waiting for Season 5... and finally its back...



Thats all for now folks..