Moving For The One Millionth Time. . .

Everything's all ready to go. . . in a few more hours, the movers will be here to move those big furnitures for me

My arms are so darn sore... moving my stuff from the basement to 2nd floor!!!

I counted. . . 36 flights of stairs, I actually panted and huffed through it, just going up and down, moving my stuff

OMG!!!

House hunting is fun when you get to view different places BUT moving is NOT FUN AT ALL

Told myself, this is the last damn time I'm moving

Only thing I'm gonna miss about my old place is the gas top cooking, it's gonna be back to electric top cooking and OH, the double brick walls at this old place that makes summer endurable and LIVEABLE

Haven't slept, spent all night packing up and moving stuff to the new place... got all the big furnitures ready for the movers when they come

Definitely gonna crash early this evening. . .

I miss home

There may be house rules but at least there's a permanent place to live in

The best part that I miss most... I don't have to do my own housework and only just need to keep things tidy and neat

And and and. . . good food at nice places and and and...

Aha!!! I remember now, nicely ironed out clothes everyday

Sighs, nothing beats the comforts of home. . .

Keep on moving, keep on moving *sings*

After moving's complete... pray pray pray... SOMEONE... HIRE ME!!! I need a job!!!

RIP : my beloved Prince

Though I won't ever have the chance to meet Prince, everyone at home will always remember that little boy as a wonderful, beautiful and obedient little puppy. Saw him once or twice over the webcam and he does look like a round furball. I dearly look forward to my trip home just to meet the two new addition at home, Prince and Princess as 'm proud that I gave them those names.

In many ways, my heart is aching. All I'm wondering and asking myself foolishly is why why why... why did he, an innocent little thing has to suffer such a strange disease out of the blue? Why him? He was such a good little puppy to have around and came as a pair with Princess. He didn't deserve to suffer, he did not deserve to have his puppy life be so short lived. It hurts and I wish he stood a chance and miraculously beat the odds. I'm blaming God, I'm blaming faith... and I can't help but to cry and feel so sad.

But despite all that, I still pray for Prince. I believe he's at a better place and no longer suffering the wretched sudden illness that caught on him. In my heart, he's always be there as how I always remember the pets who have once been in my life and passed on all throughout. Each and everyone remembered and missed. Someday when my time comes, I pray I'll be reunited with all of them... Caesar, Puteri, Bobo, Caesar II, Lady, Tramp, Jacky, LingLing, Kenji and Prince... may you all rest in peace and I miss each and everyone of you.

Short lived as your life may be.... at least, you no longer are in pain or suffering. Rest in peace now little one, the family will always miss and love you... Prince, the beautiful, wonderful and round little baby ball.

A Prayer For Prince

Dear God,

Please heal Prince... I look forward to meeting him during my coming trip home. It has been said that his chance of recovery is so slim and if he does make it, he would suffer. Please God, heal him to be a healthy little puppy again. Let him grow up with Princess, don't take him away. Please God, I beg you to hear my prayers and grant him that miracle.

5 Weeks Countdown

OMG.... 5 more weeks before my exams!!! It didn't feel like the weeks have just pass me by. It felt like the other day I was whining bout wanting to go to school then I was in school and then I had assignments then now... 5 weeks to exams!!!!

And its about 2 weeks to my birthday. It is nice being more in the middle of the year where I'm doing everything in the middle BUT darn, exams are always ON MY BIRTHDAY or AROUND my birthday.

I've to pass this semester.... Contemplating so much bout going back. I need to breath some fresh air out of Melbourne. I wanna see all the beautiful dogs at home and enjoy some good life back home. But I don't know... I resent the wretched solitude I've live in for a year plus now but I'm debating that maybe I should just endure this torture till year end since my passport would expire then and needs to be renewed. Whatever it is, I'll dabble this thought again 5.5 weeks later after my exams.

First, I need to settle off all my assignment 2 and then prepare for exams. I can't wait to pass this subjects and get it on and moving. Freaking fed up of being a student since 90% of the time I'm wishing I can land a job that I can make good good money in.

Gotta rock on first term and begone to the next....

I've Cried Enough (Lara Fabian)

I've Cried Enough

All of my tears have been frozen
After these years in this pain
My heart has finally chosen
To beat a bit faster again
Now I feel the awakening
I don't look back anymore
I am mysteriously standing on the good side of my soul

All I recall is the moment
Sadness is fading away
It is for passion I'm falling but now I'm back on my feet again
I wanna rewrite the story
Not even what seemed insane

How could I ever feel sorry for being stronger than I am?
I've cried enough
Over the priceless time I've lost
I've learned the going gets too tough
Now you regret love
I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

Why would I try to deny it?
Most of my dreams are a mess
But what didn't kill me in fact has taught me
Life's a big game of chess
Although I believe in the future
I keep in mind all the past
Now that I live in the present
I don't care about the rest

I've cried enough
Over the priceless time I've lost
I've learn the going gets too tough
Now you regret love
I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

I've cried enough
What you'll see on my face again
Is nothing but the rain
I've cried enough

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_ATlHgSR8I)

Soul Searching

Silence. . . . .

What is sound?
Cars passing by from a distance
Keyboard tapping
Thats the only two sound ever heard

The silence is defeaning!!!

Aloneness. . .
Is not loneliness
It is a time for reflection
A time for retreat to our own self

Peace. . .
It comes from within

When life knocks you down to your knees
Just remember
You are in the perfect position to pray

40 Degrees Once Again

Endured another round of 40 over degrees heat. Been told that it actually went up to 49 degrees during the day. Can you imagine that???? Sheer insanity!!! The heatwaves today was extremely overwhelming.

Finally around 6:30pm, a super "tinny winny" drizzle and POOF, we had a nice cooling breeze. I tell ya, Melbourne's climate changes underwear faster than I do. But darn it, my car now is filled dirty spots all cover... DAMN that bloody drizzle, my car looks worst than a cheetah and dalmation put together @*&($#*$@^

Car wash tomorrow!!!!

Tagged by Riri

RANDOM FACTS :
001. Real name: Drusilla K Lim
002. Nicknames: Dru, D, DK
003. Married: Nawps
004. Zodiac sign: Rat
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: forever 18
007. High school: never went 2 high school
008. College: Taylors, Sunway, Inti, James Watt
009. Residence: Melbourne
010. Hair color: Dark brown/black
011. Long or short hair: short
012. Smoke: +
013. Drink: +
014. Available: in what sense?
015. Are you a health freak: a little bit
016. Weight : trying to lose some fat
017. Do you have a crush?: nawps
018. Do you like yourself: healthily yes
019. Piercings: 3
020. Tattoos: 1
021. Righty or lefty: lefty (go leftys!)

FIRST:
022. First surgery: nil
023: First piercing: 5 or 6 yrs old
024. First best friend/s: cant remember
025. First award: graduating kindergarten
026. First memory: dad
027. First pet: i had a pair of Germans: Caesar & Puteri, 4 siamese cats: Max, Ginger, Girl Max & Boy Max, rabbits, chickens, love birds, ducks, crows and goldfishes.. I have no idea which one came first but I remember them all together
028. First vacation: been travelling even before I can remember anything
029. First concert: lodge school concert
030. First crush: i dont remember

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: yesterday evening
032. Last time you had a good time: a year plus ago
033. Last time you cried: not in a while
034. Last award: nil
035. Last trip abroad: Kuching --> back 2 Melbourne permanently one way
036. Last concert: Armin Van Buuren 2007 White Party
037. Last album you bought: I download
038. Last song you played: "Country Road take me back to my kampung Koo-jing" hahaha
039. Last phone call: Ms Claresta Lim
040. Last laugh: few minutes ago

PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter: winter
042. Rainy or sunny: rainy
043. Britney or Christina: Christina
044. TV or YouTube: both
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah
046. McD’s or KFC: none
047. Soccer or tennis: soccer
048. New York or San Francisco: New York.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: rump steak
050. Drinking : Brown Brothers Cienna
051. Wearing: baby blue adidas t shirt n jayjays shorts
052. Im about to: WATCH DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
053. Listening to: the cars passing by

FAVORITES :
054. Food: spicy food, kch food, home cook food, foochow food
055. Drinks: wine, water, premium liquor, shooters & cocktails, coffee & milo
056. Colors: white & black
057. Numbers: 8 & 9... hey I'm asian!

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: no
059. Want to get married: no
060. Life: a filthy rich, very successful career woman who has it all
061. Goals: to become FILTHY RICH with a lot of disposable income
062. Where will you live: in a penthouse in the heart of the city
063. Buy a house: for investment purposes yes
064. Buy a car: hell yea... maserati, mercedes, aston martin

YOUR PARENTS :
066. Love your mom?: hell yeah
067. Love your dad?: definately yea yea
68. Are they still together?: cute cuppies

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or Taller: taller
071. Lean or plump: Lean
072. Romantic or spontaneous: both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-ups or relationships: both are not priority

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: hell yea
077. Shook hands with someone important: I wanna shake hands with God
078. Kissed a stranger: yea in a greeting manner
079. Drank bubbles: yea
080. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
081. Ran away from home: yes
082. Liked someone younger: yea
083. Older: yes
084. Broken someone’s heart: one 2 many
085. Been arrested: does parents count?
086. Turned someone down: yea
087. Cried when someone died: nope
088. Liked a friend: yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: show me a reason to believe again
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: i believe
093. Santa clause: never
094.Sex on the first date: hell NO
095. the more you hate, the more you love: MUM... hahaha
096. Angels: listen and you'll hear and feel their presence...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Kuan-Yin
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: yeap
099. Do you believe in God?: sometime
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: just 2

n the lucky winners are :
1. Anastasia Desiree
2. Claresta Tabitha Tatiana

Drewery Room Re-Opens For 2009

Happy Chinese New Year...
Happy 2009
I admit, I'm one darn lazy blogger
But I finally have internet, a web cam & installed what my dad would call "SKAPE"

Natty is in Concord already & from her blog, she complains that dad deprives her from love compared to me. UH-OH!!! So I told dad to make sure he calls her and give her more attention. So Natty if you read this, just remember you're not forgotten by me and we all love you ok?

Anyways, I got my web cam... I was amused by how skype intrigued mum, dad and Clare so much that I spoke to them all night for a few days in a row. Its so funny how dad makes short conversations, shows me food and the house while mum puts her face right to the screen apart from showing me my naughty boy and the other two dogs while Clare tries to make a conversation with me in between cos mum and dad barged into our skyping. I even got to see CNY this year at home and wished Jennifer, Cikgu Sim & her cute little son, Daniel. *To Natty: don't get jealous cos I'm just three hours ahead compared to your time. But I know dad makes time to chat with you at 6am as he mentioned*

Been here 3 summers and I have to say, this is the best summer. Not too hot and a decent summer apart from last week that was a scorching 40 to 44 degrees. Thank God I live in a double brick apartment now else I prolly would be SUPER BURNT DRU by now. The heat outside my house was just insane so once again, thank God for air con!!! So whilst I'm not swimming, its sit ups at night... as we speak, I can do 60 non stop sit ups and tonight I would be either doing 65 or 70 non stop :-) Time for my two baby sisters to catch up with me, hehehe

And oh oh oh... my car is washed nice and beautiful again. We took the car for a wash and vacuum yesterday.

So thats my updates from my end now....

About an hour more.... 8:30pm today... the start of Season 5 Desperate Housewives!!!! YAY!!! Since I can't go back home this summer and out of boredom, we took Sayaka's Season 1 to watch and got hooked ever since. I've been waiting for Season 5... and finally its back...



Thats all for now folks..